Sick and Dying

The tired mind of a transgendered girl and her random thoughts... Quite a few reposts as well...

I went to the dance in girl’s clothing, pleasing me so much… Yet no one questioned me… And I danced with Sabrina Niemi and Levi Pate… It was awesome, the most fun I have had in months and months and months… I wish we had one more dance… I’m planning a new one on base… But not at the school, expect invites (Justus, Sabrina, Corrie) XD So… I am super happy… Anyway, gonna go to Chibi-Con in short shorts… Okay… 

Update: 11 year old trans girl lost appeal

msamberhazard:

msamberhazard:

tal9000:

transawareness:

The above article is an update.  Her mother went to appeal to keep her out of the psychiatric ward and lost.  She will be institutionalized because of her expression of her gender.  She will be held until she conforms to male gender and then released to foster care, not her mother who was supporting her.

Please, if you haven’t signed the petition, sign it, reblog it, ask your friends to sign it. We’ve managed to get 40K signatures for a pageant model, we’ve only gotten 11K for a little girl about to have her life ruined.  Lets get on the ball and spread the word.

Sign It.

I literally just repeated the f-word until I ran out of breath.

Let me catch my breath. I may go on a cursing spree again as soon as I get it back.

Seriously people…

WHY THE FUCK AREN’T PEOPLE REBLOGGING THIS??

I want 100% of my followers reblogging this, this is important for all of the trans* community, please do at the very least read it.

(via t-r-a-n-s)

12 hours ago - 28187

So uh… I came out to mi amiga Corrie D. … She really shocked me because… Well we started the conversation with essay topics for Language Arts. Then it turned to gay marriage and how gay men were somehow more acceptable than lesbians to her and Sabrina Niemi… Due to how ‘stereotypically’ they are all about sex…. And uhm… Instead of pressing further, I asked her opinions on transgendered people. She said she finds mtf chicks super cute (making me blush hardcore) and said she knows one personally and she has breasts and had ‘cut of his own penis’, cuing me to explain how he was more likely tucking… and then explained what it was. And then the topic went to trans* people in our school, and more specifically in the Nerd Herd. I had her guess who was who and she went through several people, making me out Bland as gay, Madi as twospirit, and me as mtf… When I had her guess who was mtf, she went through almost everyone until she said, ‘I would never assume you’re trans*; that would be madness.’ To which I simply stated she had never asked… Which gave it all away… And Corrie was dead shocked… Which surprised me… I dunno if it’s good that no one seems to know or even guess that I’m trans* until I tell them… Or if it’s horrible… Because it gives me no clue as to whether or not people will accept me before I tell them… Or what… Sorry for this long post guys… 

I can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me when they’re laying in bed before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with them. I can’t picture someone smiling because my name lit up their phone. I just can’t.

demonic-chipmunk:

jlove1100:

Good to know I am not the only one…

This is basically everything that I do… (。-_-。)

Still can’t really believe it… Though I can say that I do the same thing when it comes to you.

(Source: honestliars)

demonic-chipmunk:

I don’t think I can do this anymore…

Do what dear?

WitherWhetherWonder: Do you use Boy Words or Girl Words? Or the other words, but I can’t ‘amember them.

witherwhetherwonder:

[from http://thoughtsonblank.wordpress.com/2010/12/02/do-you-use-boy-words-or-girl-words-or-the-other-words-but-i-cant-amember-them/ by Andy Coate—this material isn’t mine]

I met Alec when he was 3 years old. I was coming over to babysit – I had met some of Alec’s parents (4 of the 7 of them)…

I love little kids… XD I wish so much more people were like this, as opposed to ignorant or transphobic. 

(via holydicksbatman)

1 day ago - 15
Oh my god.. I can’t even breathe.

Oh my god.. I can’t even breathe.

(Source: ForGIFs.com, via holydicksbatman)

(Source: ForGIFs.com, via holydicksbatman)

holydicksbatman:

para-dichloro-benzene:

jedito:

tipsy-nostalgic:

mystsaphyr:

spazzehbat:

xxlightning-dawnxx:

the-light-is-fading:

tardisinnarnia:

thelaneybird:

Dude. DUDE. I’m wearing a Superman t-shirt. I AM SUPERMAN.

…I’m wearing a purple shirt.
I know all the best looking British actors wear purple shirts all the time. DOES THIS MEAN I HAVE EXEMPLARY BEAUTY?!
…I’m fishing…I’m fishing…

Stripes…Yay.

And Arbor Day shirt.HELL YEAH I AM CAPTAIN PLANET! I’M A HERO! GONNA BRING POLLUTION DOWN TO ZERO!
 

Field Day shirt from school….
FUUUUUUUUU-

CSI logo with gun crosshairs on it.
So either I’m a super detective, or a master sniper, or both.
I’ll take both..!

my dad’s band “the memories attack”
…THAT’D BE A P COOL POWER, KILL U WIT MEMORIEZ XXOXOXO

my shirt is blue and red :3 i’m SPIDERMAN!

PURPLEMAAAAAAN!!~

Nakedgirl?
I erm, have the power to…
Idk, I’m just naked.
Do I strip other people? Meh. Um.
Can I just have the power of procrastinating nakedly and not having to do things? That’d be lovely.

I erm…. I have a Converse shirt with a flaming torch with wings… I guess I am the Human Torch? That would be cool… ‘Cept you know… He’s a total dick like 75% of the time…

holydicksbatman:

para-dichloro-benzene:

jedito:

tipsy-nostalgic:

mystsaphyr:

spazzehbat:

xxlightning-dawnxx:

the-light-is-fading:

tardisinnarnia:

thelaneybird:

Dude. DUDE. I’m wearing a Superman t-shirt. I AM SUPERMAN.

…I’m wearing a purple shirt.

I know all the best looking British actors wear purple shirts all the time. DOES THIS MEAN I HAVE EXEMPLARY BEAUTY?!

…I’m fishing…I’m fishing…

Stripes…Yay.

And Arbor Day shirt.
HELL YEAH I AM CAPTAIN PLANET! I’M A HERO! GONNA BRING POLLUTION DOWN TO ZERO!

 

Field Day shirt from school….

FUUUUUUUUU-

CSI logo with gun crosshairs on it.

So either I’m a super detective, or a master sniper, or both.

I’ll take both..!

my dad’s band “the memories attack”

…THAT’D BE A P COOL POWER, KILL U WIT MEMORIEZ XXOXOXO

my shirt is blue and red :3 i’m SPIDERMAN!

PURPLEMAAAAAAN!!~

Nakedgirl?

I erm, have the power to…

Idk, I’m just naked.

Do I strip other people? Meh. Um.

Can I just have the power of procrastinating nakedly and not having to do things? That’d be lovely.

I erm…. I have a Converse shirt with a flaming torch with wings… I guess I am the Human Torch? That would be cool… ‘Cept you know… He’s a total dick like 75% of the time…

(Source: otomegane)

Oh dear. I don’t believe I can honestly say I have not said that before. I feel that I am most certainly not myself. Not now, quite possibly not ever.

Oh dear. I don’t believe I can honestly say I have not said that before. I feel that I am most certainly not myself. Not now, quite possibly not ever.

(Source: lewky, via cheezits-christ)